Main Hoon Nigaarjaan

Mera naam Nigaarjaan hai. Kuch hi din pehle mujhe is site ka pata laga. Main aapko apni sacchi kahani batana chahti hoon. Main ek kinnar hoon.Aaj jab mujhe koi dekhta ho to main use ek ladki ya aurat hi nazar aati hoon. Kamar tak lambe ghane baal,chaude hips or 36 D ki breast dekh kar koi bhi aap ko aurat he samjhega jab tak ki use aapke kinnar hone ke bare main pata na ho. Sheeshe mein dekh kar ab mujhe khud he ehsaas nahi hota ki main abse paanch saal phle ek pura ladka hoti thi magar kismat ko kaun bada sakta hai. Phele main aapko apne parivaar ke bare mein batati. Mai UP ke chote se shehr Bulandsher ki rehne wali thee aur wahi ke ek college se BBA kar rahi thi ya tha (kyonki me tab tak kinnar nahi tha is liye male word use karunga). Hamare ghar mein mere father or unke bade bhai rehte the. Apne maa baap ka theesre aulaad thi: Do bhai aur ek behen. Uncle ke do ladkiyaan aur ek lada tha. Sari problem theesra bhai ya chacha ki wajas se huee. Unke bare mein log zayada nahi jante the kyone 15-20 saal pehle hi wo ghar chod gaye the aur Kinnar ban gaya the. Unko bachpan se he auraton ki tarah se rehne acche lagata tha. Yeh baat hamre dada ji aur ghar mein kisi pasand nahi aayee. Phir ghar walo ki naraazgi se bachne ki liye unhone ghar chod diya aur dilli chale gaye. Wahin purani dilli ke ek kinnar guru ko unhone join kar liya aur khud bhi nirvaan kareke (castration) hijra ban gaye.Unka kinnar naam ab Babitajaan ho gaya. Hamari family se unka koi zayada contact nahi raha lekin dadi se mile no wo chori chipe aate rahe. Idhar kuch time baad Dadiji tabiyat khraab ho gayi . Dono bhaiyoon ne business sambhalne ki kafi koshish ki lekin karza bhad gaya aur ghar tak bikne ke naubat aagayi. Idhar Babita (unhoe ab ham chachchi kete the) ko pata lag to unhone gharwalo ko kaha ki " Bhale he aap log muje samaj ki same apne na keh sake pur mujhe aap sab se bhaut payar hai, isliye main aap sab ki paise se madad karne chahti hoon'. Main aap ko yeh bata doon kehen ko to babi ek kinnar the lekin paise wali. Unke guri Shanno jan ke paas kafi paise that aur Babita bhe ek khubsurat kinnar thee. Dance partiyon, Badhiyon me naach kar kaafi paisa unhone kamya aur Unke kafi boyfriend bhe the. Daddy aur Uncle maan gaya aur Chache Babita se paise lekar udhaar chuka diya. Is ke baad Chachee Babita ka hamare yahan aana jana bhad gaye. Main uko jab bhe dekhta mujhe hamesha ajeeb lagata. Kabhi wo kaafi attractive lagti to kabhi lagata ek aadmi hokar inhone aurat ki zindagi guzarne ka faisle kyon kiya. Waise wo muje payar karti aur jab hi aati paise ya gift deke jaati. Unke umar bhi mujhe se 15 saal hi zaya di. Mera BBA ho gaya aur maine Meerut mein MBA meinadmission le liya. Naye dost bane aur ek girl frined bhi bani. Us waqt meri umaer 19 ya 20 saal thee. Mein weekend pe ghar jata aur Babita chachee bhi mahine do mahine mein Buland shahr aati to ghar zarur mile ne aati thee. Buland shar mein unke kinnar dost the aur wo wahi rukti thee. Jab unhe pata lage ki meine Meerut main admission le liya ha to wo kafi khush thee aur kehne lagi ke wo agle mahine Meerut aayangi ek kinnar sammelam me in shamil hon to mujh se milenge. Maine kha theek hai. Uske baad mei meerut aagaya aur apne padhi, doston aur GF mein busy ho gaya. Next month Babita chachee ka phone aaya ki wo kinnar sammelan nei Meerut aagayi hain aur mujh se milne chate hain. Main thoda sa jhijka kahin mera doston ko pata layg gaya ki mere ek chacha aadmi nahi kinnar hain to kaya hoga. Chache samajh gayi kehne lagi mein shaam ko tujh car se pick kar lungi aur meri kinnar saheli Payal ke ghar par hum log batein kar lenge aur phirmain tujhe chod dungi there room ke paas. Mujh theek laga. Shaam unhone mujh mere room se pick kiya apni gadi mein. Maine gadi mein dekha ki Babita chachee ke saath teen kinnar aur the. Babita chachee ne unse mera introduction karaya ki yeh Payal hai. Payal bhi ek khoobsurat kinnar thi . Uski umr laghbhag 40 thi aur chere thore se mardinagi the jo uski khoobsurti ko aur bhada rahi thee. Babita aur Payal delhi mein saath thi lekin baad mein Payal ki guru ne usko Meerut ki guru bech diya.

Car main meri nazar baar baar kabhi Payal ke to kabhi Babita chachee ke breast par chali jaati. Dono ne hi low neck kameez aur blouse pehen rakh the. Mujhe bada hi ajeeb lag raha tha aur thoda sa excitement bhi tha. Baqi dono kinnar Nisha aur Zarina Payal ke chele thi. Payal muje dekh kar muskara rahi thee. Shayad use mere dil ka haal pata lag gaya tha. Hum log Payal ka ghar pahunch gaya. Uska bada hi achche ghar tha. 5 ya 6 bedroom ka aur bhadiya drawing room. Baton baton main Payal na bataya uske paas 15-16 chele hain. Kuch der baad Payal ne kaha wo thoda relax hole tab tak tum done (main aur Babita chachee baat karein) batien kare. Hum logon ne chai pee. Chachee ne batay ki aaj raat Kinnar sammelan main dance ka programme hone wala. Pata nahi mujhe kaya hua (shayad Babita, Payal, Nisha aur Zarina ko dekh kar, main kuch attrac ho gaya tha), maine kaha kya maine bhi aapke programme dekh sakta hun. Tabhi Payal ne,jo peeche se aarhi thee, kaha ke programme main sirf kinnar samaj ke log ja sakete hain. Babita chachee ne kaha ki tum nahi chal saketo ho. Tabhi Payal ne zor deke pucha ki kaya tu sacchi hamara programme dekh na chati ho. Maine kaha " Aise koi khaas baat nahi, maine bas aise hi keh diya". Tabhi Nisha ne kaha ki agar tum really dekhne chahte ho to tumhe ladies kapde pehen kar chalne padega aur kinnar sammelam mein tume sab apni biradari ka hi samjhenge. Is par Babita chachee ne thodi narazgi dikhayi.Lekin Payal ne kaha ki thode der ki baat hai aur phir Babiat tum bhi to wahan rahoge. Koi gadbad nahi hogi, maza aayega ladke ko. Aaakhir use pata chelega ki uski Babita Chachee ki biradari ke log kaise rehte hain. Chachee ne mere taraf dekha aur kaha kya tu sach much mein kinnaron ka dance aur unke sammelan ko ander se dekhna chata ha. Agar ghar par pata lag gaya tokaya hoga. Tabhi Payal na 'kaha kon batayag " Babita tu ya tera Bhatija. Hum log to kisi ko naho batayngain." Isse pehle ki Main kuch keh ya samaj pata,Nisha aur Zarina ne mujh ladies kapde pehne ki liya ander chalne ko kaha. Babita ne meri taraf dekh kaha " soch le" lekin Pyal ne kaha are thode der ki baat hai. Us time mere dimaag kuch zaya kam nahi kar paa raha tha.Nisha aur Zarina mujh ander le gayi aur kapde utarne ko kaha jo maine utaar diye. Tabhi Payal andar aa gayi aur salwar deke kaha ise pehen. Mere lund khada hone laga that aur yeh dekh kar woh teenon hasne lagi. Payal ne kaha are aurato ke lund nahi hota. Usne nisha ko kuch ishara kiya aur Nisha turant apne haath se mere lund ko sehlana shuru kard diya. Payal aur Zarian wahan se chale gaye. Kuch der baad Nisha ne mere hoton par apne hoth rake diya aure dusre haath se mera lund sehlati rahi. Kuch der baad mere climax ho gaya aur Nisha ne kaha ab tera lund shalwar pehne par khada nahi hoga. Phir maine shalwar kameez pehni aur halki sa make-up kiya aur bahar aa gaya. Payal, Zarina aur Babita mujh dekh kar hairaan reh gayi. Payal ne kaha yeh to ekdum ladki lag raha aur Mujh Rs 500 diya. Babita chachhe bhi mujhe dekh ke muskaryee. Tabhi Nisha ne kaha ab hum isko Jawed ka naamse to bula nahi sakte. Ise hum koi ladies naam dene hoga warne sammelam baqi kinnoron ko shak ho jayega.Payal ne kaha "Nigar naam badhiya rahega". Khair kuch der baad hum log kinnar sammelan pahunch gaye. Aur wo mera liya ek anokha experince tha. Har taraf bhari sariyon, lehenga aur salwar kameez, zaver, jewellery phene kinnar ghum rahe the. Kafi khoobsurat lag rahe the wo log. Nisha pure time mere saath rahi aur mein Nisha ke saath hue apne sex experince ke bare main sochte raha. Do teen ghante baad maine Babita chachee se chalne ne ke liya kaha. Uske baad hum log wapas Payal ke ghar aagye.Maine apne male kapde pehne. Babita chachee se vida lee to Payal ne kaha phir aana. Jab main darwaza tak aaya , to Nisha ne chupchaap se jaldi se mujh kiss kiya. Yeh ek acha kiss that lekin yeh ek kiss ek kinnar ne diya tha. Main is kiss ka comparison apne girl frind se karne laga. Main wapas apne kamre par aa gaya. Is raat ki yaad mere dimag mein ghar kar gayi. Next day Babita chachee ka phone aaya woh dilli ja rahi hai aur meri life phir se pehle jaise ho gayi. Hafte bhar baad ek din achanak Payal ka phone muhje aaya. Usne mera haal chaal puncha phir Nisha ko phone de diya. Nisha ne muje dobara aane no ko kaha. Maine formally kaha theek hai.Do ya teen din baad Nisha ka phir se mujhe phone aaya.

Is baar kafi der tak batein hui. Nisha ne kaha us din ladies kapde tum gazab ki sexy ladki lag rahe the. Aur main has pada. Nisha ne kaha ek phir aisa karte hain. Maine kaha pyal kya kahegi aur agar Babita chachee ko pata lag gaya to. Bhale hi chachee Babitajaan hud ek kinnar par apne bhitaje ko to woh pasan nahi karengi wo kinnaoron se mile. Nisha ne kaha Payal kisi ko nahi bataygi. Khair next weekend par maine Nisha ko hain kahi aur Payal ke ghar aagaya. Payal mujhe dekh kar kafi khush hui. Wo badiya sari pehne thee aur uska dressing sende bada hi accha tha. Nisha ne mujhe Payal ke aur chaleon se milwaya aur Phir hum dono anadr kamre chale gaye. Tabhi Payal aagayi aur kaha Us din to tu badi hi sexy ladki lagh raha tha. Ek baar phir se ladies kapde pehne ki dil chah rahe ya nahi. Maine kha us din to sammelan main jana tha is liya maine ladies kapde pehne the. Tabhi Nisha ne kaha ek bar phir so pehen ke dekho, meri khatir. Payal ne kaha ' Han han pehno'. Aur Nisha ne halke se meri legs ko dehalna shuru kar diya to main kuch keh nahi saka. Aur kuch der baad nere jism salwar kameez the aur hoton par lipstick. Maine aur Nisha ne phire se sex kiya aur mujhe laga ki ladies kapde pehen ke mujhe zaya excitement hota hai. Yeh sab ek do baar aur hua. Phir ek baar main jab Nisha yaha pahuncha to Payal kafi naraaz thee. Us ke shagird ya chele Zarina bhag gayi thi aur Usne Babitajaan ki mandlee join karli thi. Payal ne badi narzgi se mujh se kaha ki teri chachee ab Zarina ko wapis nahi kar rahi kyonki Zarians apni marzi se uski mandlee main aayi. Main chup chaap wahan se wapas aagaya. Raat ko Nisha ka phone aaya. Usne batay Payal ek kafi tough guru hai aur sabhi chalon ko tight rakti hai. Zarina ki usse ban nahi par rahi thi aur usne chup chap Babita chachee se baat kar lee aur bhag kar Dilli me uski mandlee join karlee. Nisha boli aisa aksar hota rehta aur phir hijraon ke nayak baith ke faisla karte hain. Maine us ki batain suni phir so gaya. Agle din chachee ka phone aaya ki wo kal Meerut aarhi hai. Maine pooncha nahi par janta that wo Pyal ke paas zaina ki baare baat karne aarahi. Agle din sham ko Babita chachee se meri mulaqat hui. Unhone bataya ki Zarina ko Payal ne Bareilly se 1 lakh rupe kharida tha. Zarina ke saath Payal ki behavior sahi nahi that aur phir Zarina ka ek boyfrind bhi that dilli main tha. Wo uske saath bhag kar dilli aagayi aur uske mandlle join karle. Ab woh wapas Payal ke paas nahi aana chahti aur Payal yeh samaj rahi hai kyonki Zarina ek achchi dancer is liya maine use phuslakar apni mandlee bulaa liya hai. Kai din un logon ki baat hui par Zarina wapis nahi aayi Hijra Nayakon ne aakhir Zarina aur Babita ki haq main faisla diya aur Babita chachee ne Zarian ki 1 lakh keemat dekar mamle suljhaya. Jabki Payal 2 lakh mang rahi thee lekin Nayakon ke dabav main use faisla manna pada. Ab Payal na badla leni ki than li.Chachee Babita wapas dilli chali gayi mamala suljhane ke baad aur main weekend par buland shar aagaya apna 20 janam din manane (jo shayad ek ladke ki shakal main, mera aakhri janm din hone wala tha).

Meri pyari saheliyon main wapais aagayi hoon Lucknow. Wahan main apni chachee Babita ke saath gayi thee. Wahan hamari biradari main ek naya chela aaya tha. Neha guru ne uske nirvana ka jalsa kiya tha.

Kair main phir se apni kahani shuru karti hoon.

Bualnd shahr se waapis ana ke baad main apne test main busy ho gaya. Nisha ne mujhe ek do bar phone kiya. Idhar Main thoda apni sexuality ko lekar confuce ho gaya tha. Meri ek girl friend the jiske saath mera physical relation the aur doosre taraf Nisha thee jo ek kinnar thee aur main uske saath bhi sex kar raha tha wobhi ladies kapde pehen kar. Ek hafte baad test khatam ho gaye. Main apni gf ke saath thoda enjoy kiya. Aur phir ek din Nisha ka phone. Payal ne bhi mujh se baat ki aur aane ko kaha. Us time main soch bhi nahi sakta tha ki mere saath kaya hone wala. Next day, main payal ke ghar pahunch gaya. Payal ne bada khush hokar mera welcome kiya phir Nisha bhi aagayi. Usni badi acche sari pehen rakhi thee. Tabhi Payal ne kaha ‘Phicle mahine tera janm din tha aur tune bataya nahi aur akele buland shar manane chala gaya. Koi baat nahi. Hum tere janm din yahee manaygain.’ Phir payal ne ek gulabi colour ki saree dee aur kaha ‘ yeh hai tera janmdin ka tohfa’. Main thora sa sharminda ho gaya. Akele Nisha ke saath ladies kapde phenna alag baat this aur is tarah sabke saamne pehnna kuch alag. Nisha ne kaha ‘ Are kaha ka sharmana. Tu ladies kapde phen kar apnee chachee ke saath Kinnar sammalan main bhi to gayi thee. Chal phen le. Nisha ise le jaa apne kamre main aur mauj kar’. Nisha hasne lagi aur main Nisha ke saath kamre aagaya. Nisha ne slowly slowly meri pant kameez uteri aur kuch der baad main sari aur blouse main tha. Thodi der baad main aur Nisha aapas main lipte hue the. Kuch der baad darwaze par knock hua to Nisha ne darwaza khol diya. Nisha achanak andar aagayee. Uske saath uske 3-4 chele bhi the. Nisha ne kaha ‘Tum dono ko disturb kiya sorry. Mujh Jawad se kuch baat karnee hain’. Mai apni saree ko sahi kar ke baith gaya. Payal ne kaha ‘Tu is saree main badhiya lagtee hain. Mujh lagat hai tujhe hamari biradari main shamil ho jana chaiye’. Main chaunkkar kaha ‘ Yeh tum kya keh rahi ho payal. Yeh sari to maine aise hi pehen le hai. Mujhe kinnar nahi banna’. Payal hasne lagi ‘ Maine teri opinion nahi poochee balke apne faesla sunaya hai. Teri chache ne mujh se zarina ko cheena hai aur ab tu uski kami ko pura karegee.’ Yeh sun kar maine kaha ‘ Mujhe jana hai’. Payal mera do thappad mare aur kaha ‘ ab tu kaha nahi jaygee. Tu Zarina ki puri keemat ada karegi hamare saath naach ga kar. Fikar mat kar main tere nirvana (castration) nahai karungee. Main tujhe Akwa Kinnar banungee (Kinnar apni language main Akwa Kinnar unhe kehta hain jinka castration nahi hota. Matlab ke wo Shemale hote hain). Uske baad unhone muje ek kamre band kar diya. Sham ko khane main unhone muje kuch behosee ki dawa de jise kha kar mai behosh ho gaya. Pyala mujhe behoshee ki halat main Hapur city la aaye apnee dost Prema ke saath. Prema Hapur ek badi kinnar guru thee aur Payal mujh isliye Hapur layee thee jisse mera gayab hone ka kisi ko pata nahi lage. Agle dn mujhe hosh aaya to maine apne ko ek band kame pain paya. Tabhi darwaza khula aur Payal Prema ke saath andar aagayi. Mujhe bada dar lag raha tha. Payal ne kaha ‘ Dekh darne ki zarurat nahi hai. Teri chachee ne mujh se zarina ko chinkar accha nahi kiya. Aura b tujhe uski kami ko pura karna. Yeh Prema hai. AAj se yeh teri mastarni hi. Yej tujhe hamari biradari ke sare riti riwaj sikhaygee, naachne, gaana aur gand marwans bhi.’ Yeh keh kar Payal hasne lagee. Maine darte hua kah ‘ maine yeh sab nahi karunga’. Turant hi, Payal aur Prema ne mere do teen thappad mare. ‘Agar tune yahan se bhage ki koshish ki to main tera ling kat ke tujhe sach much ka kinnar bana dungi’ Prema ne kaha. Uske baad Prema k echelon meri pitai ki aur mere nak kan ched diye. Prema ne mujhe sham ko bulaya aur do tablet do ‘In tablet ko roz subah sham kha. Yeh teri body ko ladies ki tarah narm aur nazuk bana dengi'

Maine tablet lene main thora hesitation dikhaya to Preeti, jo Preama ki chela thi, meri kamar par ghusa mara. Payal ne kaha ‘Yeh tablet to tujhe roz khane padengi, chahe maar se ya pyar se’. Us din se meri puri zindagi badal gayi. Pant kameez ki jagah saree blouse, lehnge aur salwar kameez ne le li. Kano main jhumke aur baliyaan aur hathon mein chudiya aur kangan aagayr. Hathon main mehndi aur paron main payal. Roz subha mere naachne aur gaane ki training hoti. Prema ek tarah se Hijron ki training school chalati thi. Meri tarah wahan 3-4 chele aur the. Unki bhe meri tarah naach gaane ki training chal rahi thee. Prema badi hi sakht guru thi. Wo subha sham check karti ke main tablet le raho hoon. Usne mujhe hormones ke injection bhi lagwaye. Maine chup chap dar ke mare lag wa liye. Ek mahine baad main naach gane main achche ho gayi thi. Kinnoron ki tarah tali bajana bhi muje aagaya. Par ab meri body main change hone shuru ho gaye. Mere breast halke halke se dukhne lage the aur bade ho rahe the. Maine ek din preeti ko bataya. Usse meri thodi dosti ho gayi thee. Usne kaha ki tere ab breast banne lage hai, yeh ab bade ho jaynge. Maine pooche ‘kitne bade’. Preeti ne haste hua kaha ‘ Teri m ma ya behen jitney bade’. Maine chup ho gayi. Mere maa aur behen ki breast to 38 DD the. Ek raat mere breast main halka sa dard ho raha tha. Maine unko halke halke masalne shuru kiya to meri body hale se kapne lagi. Thora maaza aarah tha. Dimaag keh raha tha ‘Mat kar’ par body keh rahi thee ‘Aur kar’. Kuch der baad mare ling bhi khad ho gaya aur maine idhar apne beast ko aur udhar apne penis daba raho tha. Bada maaza aaya. Do mahine baad mere breast ka size 34 B ho gaya. Hip bhe chude ho gaye the aur chaal dhal bhi ek dum dal gayi thi. Main ab matak ka chal raha thee aur bat karne main aurat ki tarah haath chalne lagi thi. Lekin sab se bda chneg meri soch main hua that. Maine todi biology padhi thee. Hormone body ko change karte hai yeh mujhe pata that par wo thinking ko bhi cnage karte hain ab pata lag raha tha.Kisi aurat ko dekh kar mera dil chahat main bhi uski tarah kapde aur choodiyaan pehnoo, mere breast bhi uski tarah bade ho. Mera dimaag mujhe yeh sab sochnepe dhikkarta par body ke aagey ab wo bhi har gaya tha. Main har roz ek kinnar ya auratki tarah ban rahi thi Mera Jawad se Nigaarjan bana chal raha. Prema meri progeress se khush the. Usne muj se kaha ‘ ek din tu top ki kinnar banegi. Mard tere aage peeche ghumenge tera naache dekhne aur chodne ke liye’.

Aur phir ek din wo bho ho gaya jis ka muje dart tha. Ab mujhe laghbahag teen mahine hone wale the. Mere baal kandho se neeche tak bade ho gaye the aur breast bhi phool kar 36 B ho gaye the. Us raat bhe main apne breast ko aur penis ko sahla rahi thee. Muje baraba ke kame se thora shor sunayee diya to main waha uth ke pahunchi. Preeti apne boyfriend ajay se apne gaand marwa rahi. Woe k haath se uske breast daba rahe tha aur doosre se uske maar raha tha. Undone aise dekh mujh bhi kuch hone laga. Tabhi preti mujhe aur kaha ‘ andar aa maza aayge’. Preeti ne ek dum uth kar mujhe pakad liya aur meri petticoat utha diya. Raju ne apna lund meri gaand dalne laga. Main ghabra gayi. Preeti bole ‘dar mat’. Raju ne apni garm rod jaise hi mere ander dali mari cheekh nikal gayi. Preeti mere breast daba rahi thi aur raju apne lund ko ander bahar kar rahi. Mera dimaag muje mana kar rahi that par body ko maaza aa raha tha. Dimmag har gaya aur body jeet gayi. Ab muje bhi maaza aa raha tha. Aur kuch der baad Raju ne apne sara semen meri gaan main bhar diya. Aur main aurat ban gayi.

Ab maine badhai gaane jaane bhi shru kar diya tha. Char mahine baad Payal aakar waapis mujhe Meerut le aagayi. Pehle usne mera dance dekha aur kaafi khush ho gayi. Meerut aakar maine regularly shaadi aur bacche hone ki badhaiyaan naachne aur gaane lagi. Main bilkul aurat dikhne lagi thee. Kamar tak labe baal aur 36 C ke breast. Meri soch bhi ab bilkul aurat wali ho gayi thi. Kabhi kabhi maine sex bhi kar rahi thi . Aur is tarah laghbhag do saal guzar gaye. Aakhi ek din meri chachee Babitajaan mere bare pata lag gaya. Babita ne Payal se mujhe lautane ki baat ki par Payal ne yeh keh ke main main apni marzi se uski mandli main aaayi hoon. Aakhi Hijron nayakon tak Babita ne baat pahunchi. Kaafi din tak mamla chala, Aur aakhir Payal mujhe Babiata ko paanch lakh main bechne ko tayyar hue.

Is tarah main dilli aa gayi. Ab pichle paanch saal main Babitajan ki chele ban ka reh rahi hoon.